Well I decided to just go ahead and sign up for some more classes towards my degree...........I am always in my head anyways, so I might as well make use of the brain activity that is going on and do something worth while towards the future..........might take me another 7 years, but at least I will have proved to myself that I can do it................
I think that I was waiting because of the cost...............it was damned expensive, just for 2 classes.....which will give me 6 credits.....yippeee! only another 78 to go!
Not to mention I have kids that are going to be going out on their own soon, either school, or travelling, whatever, I guess maybe I was feeling like I should be putting the time and effort into their schooling, and their future instead of mine. Like I had my chance, and now I should just fade back and let them have their time? But how come I can't manage to do both? Other people manage to work, pay for their kids schooling, and still do their own traveling and pay for their mortgages and vehicle payments, etc.. i think it's do-able. I have never though that any education is a waste, regardless of how you use it or when you take it. I can only hope that my kids will see my effort and dedication to furthering my career, and be inspired by it. Whatever..............I am still feeling the guilt.............and until I finish this Degree program, I probably will for a long time.
So besides taking this dialysis training, I am now going to be taking 2 more full-time classes too. As well as working...............I guess that means that I will really be in my brain alot!
Wonder if I can find my way out again or whether I will go crazy?!!!!!
Lator Gators!
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