Spinning

My mind spins, thoughts whirling and twisting around like leaves in the wind.  I am unable to focus on any one thing, thinking of one subject leads me to another, and another.  Speculation, questions, all mixed with anxiety and angst.  Which direction to turn?  I was thinking I was moving on, a straight road, with no more twists and turns to throw me off, and then comes the bend in the road.  No, correction...T.. .I have to brake, and decide which way to go, left or right? Which is Right? which will be wrong?  Past experience has taught me to go with my gut, my heart........but logical and analytical thinking is needed at this point.. Can I trust my heart to take me where I need to be? Or should I stay on this road, deny myself a chance at an unknown life....stay with the safe, the uncomplicated.  So many things depend on one decision...happiness prosperity, love....